对于最恶心蟑螂的我来说，真的是太恶心了。

bell hooks,"ethnographic gaze","an outsider looking in","does not oppose the way hegemonic whiteness 'represents' blackness but rather assumes an imperial overseeing position that is in no way progressive or counterhegemonic." Judith Butler,"camera itself is empowered as phallic instrument","the vehicle through which the transubstantiation occurs","an instrument and effect of lesbian desire","to enter into a logic of fetishization which installs the ambivalence of that 'performance" as related to our own." 但说实话自己观影时没觉得这部的gaze有多problematic/patronizing，可能因为我本身就是一个凝视这个群体的外人。

难得我觉得不闷的 闷电影

社会意义和对纪录片本身的历史意义 想到人面桃花 性别搅拌机 字幕用了starring

那一次她把自己的脆弱透露给了自己爱的人~~